the traffic light says green…

August 19, 2008

between that deep silent night and the morning after…

Filed under: poems..

Mysteriously and unknowingly, her mind wandered along the streets of nowhere..

Insistently trying to fix and mend what once was whole that was left hanging in dead air..

Grueling thoughts have taken over her soul with sobs and cries she kept trying to ignore..

Under the night sky she stared and stood, still hoping for a wish, please just one more..

Everything seemed absurd, the least she could do was run away..

Looking back that bittersweet night, the world was filled with color, now, all that’s left are shades of  gray..

 

Alone again, with a numbing heart singing an empty song..

No matter what she thinks, she could not fathom what went wrong..

True enough, without saying a word, her world crumbled right before her very eyes..

Once was bearable but tell me this time, can she handle it twice?

Nostalgia shook her head once more, all she could ever think of was when will it end, she couldn’t take it anymore..

Immobilized by worthlessness and fear, life continues meaningless without letting anyone come near..

Over and over, she brags to herself that things will be ok, but every time he gazes her way, her pleading eyes just shouts, "please stay!"

 

Giving up is probably one of the best thing that anyone can do.. but..

Undeniably, it just doesn’t make any sense at all when everywhere she looks, all she could ever think of is you..

Instantly, you had her at hello, she didn’t quite realize it until it was time for you to go.. but..

Nothing can stop her, futile as it may seem, maybe not now, but sooner or later, a little girl can always dream..

One step at a time, they all say, in silence, this yearning and hopeful heart will always find a way.. and..

Only if you tell her to stop and leave, will she ever turn around and walk away…

April 23, 2008

something about me..

Filed under: poems..
..something about me..
 
this poem was written way back first year college
for our scrapbook..=p 
 
 
a passionate dreamer and a searching soul,
a kid by heart but always willing to grow,
a persistent student who tries her best,
a learner who never settles for anything less.
a perfectionist who wants things exact,
yet a clumsy fool who falls for an act..
an adolescent battling with her thoughts and fears,
struggling to cope up and deal with her peers..
a firm believer of her principles, values and morals,
but never shuts other’s opinions and ideals..
an obedient child to her parents and brothers
but a rebellious daughter in some other matters.
a helping hand to anyone who’s in need,
a friend for all seasons, in words and in deeds
these are some different faces of me,
but i’m not all that, there’s something more in me..
discover and witness as my quest goes on,
as i live my life with wonderful melodies and songs..
but where i am now and who i’ve come to be,
i am content and will always be,
thankful to God and to God be the glory..