love notes..
"how far would one go for love?
a heart endures, but for how long?
until when will it stay put before it finally breaks?
how much hurt can it bear before it finally bids a total surrender?"
"a schoolgirl crush blossomed into unrequited love.. = ) "
"love is a poison to the soul, it intoxicates, it kills but it’s addictive. love runs in our veins, yes it’s in our system. we all have it, had it. our own fair share of LOVE. of silly stories to tell, of whines to bellow, of never ending dramas. Love love love. it makes the world go round. some have it, while others lost it. LOVE, everyone wants a piece of it. but those who came across it are fearful, terrified not to be able to keep it, to make it stay. LOVE, it comes in the most unconventional of ways, of forms. it surfaces just as swift as it leaves. sometimes it waves goodbye, but most often it goes away without bidding a farewell. LOVE, when it departs it breaks the heart, fatally. lots of remedies but no cure. it brings melancholy to the soul. it lingers. it kills. it CHANGES.
love love love. it stings, but we all want it.
to love and be loved in return.
to be hurt and shed our own share of tears.
for LOVE’s sake.=)"
"maybe we all want to be in pain. a part of us wants to be hurt. perhaps because pain is a better poison than emptiness. with pain, comfort awaits, it follows after. but with emptiness there’s nothing, nothing. emptiness annihilates; the numbness, it consumes.. and before we knew it, we no longer know how to breathe…"
".. maybe i’m always playing safe. maybe i’m too scared to get out of the safe zone, too petrified to take risks — and i was never able to take any. and maybe it’s good, because i’m out of harm’s way. no pain, no tears. nothing, i will lose certainly nothing. but… no rewards to reap either. maybe it’s alright, just fine. or maybe not. maybe a lot more awaits outside, or lots more to lose if i go out. maybe there’s really a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, or maybe there isn’t. maybe it’s worth it, or perhaps not. how would i know? i guess i wouldn’t know. taking risks is only for the brave, not for a faint of heart like me…"
it’s just that, "we always fall short"..
LOVE catastrophes:
1. an unrequited love
2. a mutual love at the wrong ebb of time, of circumstances
3. a love never heed or expressed
4. a love lost along the way
it’s tragic how love is tainted with so much complications. how its magic is not enough to bind two people who adore each other together, to transform the circumstances and defy time, to just stay and last despite the odds, to have endings as sweet as its beginnings.
it’s ironic how love can be so vindictive, how it can leave one bitter and in pain when all that one does is love.
