unanswered prayer?..
unanswered prayer..or perhaps God’s way of telling me to WAIT.. wait, my child, wait.. it is true that when something you’ve wanted all your life is once again taken away from you, it’s not so easy to find ways to be grateful.. i’m no hypocrite by readily telling people that there’s a purpose behind every situation and that things will be ok in an instant.. we always pass by a phase when all we can ever think of is to question our worth and dignity as a person.. things don’t always go by the way we want it to be.. indeed, it’s true, but it’s easier to accept when you’ve went through that once but somehow, when the cycle repeats itself all over again, i tell you, it’s never that easy.. i can’t help but think if luck would ever find my way.. luck, fortune, good vibes or whatever you call it.. admittedly though, even if i have a hundred reasons to give up, i still have a thousand to hold on and believe that there is something behind all of these things.. that even if how mysterious God’s works are, it is always on our favor.. that one of these days, i can find the answers that my mind is looking for and that someday, i can find the happiness and contentment that i have been longing and one day, all of my prayers, as well as yours will be answered..=)
