the traffic light says green…

this tag is from jona.. thanks dear..:)

Rule:
1. List 6 things that describe yourself today.
2. Add your blog to the list. Feel free to add all your other blogs.
3. Tag other online friends you know.

six things about me today.. hmmm.. let me think..

1. woke up tired but oh-so-happy..:D

2. feeling like a spoiled brat here in my tita’s place..=p

3. thrilled to hear ching’s voice.. haha..=p

4. exploring, exploring and more exploring.. haha..=p

5. taking some time off.. alone..=)

6. missing people back home.. but truly grateful..=) 

bloggers:

1. the traffic light says green..  

2. beauty of life.. 

 

so now, i’m tagging..

1. natz..  

2. gwapa 

3. twerlyn.. 

have fun!!..=D 

a lot has been going in my mind for the past few days.. so many questions, what if’s, insights, realizations and the like..these thoughts seem to bother me once in awhile and the more i think about it, the more confused i get.. and to add up, the more i try to shove it away my thoughts, the more it comes back to my senses.. yes, it keeps me standing still however, it hinders me from moving on and going forward to where i want my life to be.. that is, if ever i really know what i want and where to go.. but the point is, if i keep on dwelling with the bad things and the misfortunes of life and keep on rationalizing and justifying my actions, i’d miss out on the good things and the fun that life has to offer.. what more, i’d truly miss out on the joy and wonder of unfolding the mysteries and revealing the secrets of our existence.. so before i get the hang of things and before these thoughts start to get into my being, i’ll be taking some time off.. indeed, i’ll be going somewhere far from home for the first time ALONE!!.. but the truth of the matter is, i’ll be going to the "city who took my father away.."  it gives me the creeps thinking about it but it’s time to face it.. and trust me, there will be more mind-boggling thoughts and soul-searching.. but who cares, i’m in for the surprises of my life..=)

                                    

 

indeed, IT IS DAVID COOK!! and he’s cooking the house!!!!.. he’s just so awesome.. he comes with the whole package with a touch of originality and creativity.. he’s the american idol we’ve all been looking for!!.. forgive me, i just can’t get enough of COOK!!.

unanswered prayer..or perhaps God’s way of telling me to WAIT.. wait, my child, wait.. it is true that when something you’ve wanted all your life is once again taken away from you, it’s not so easy to find ways to be grateful.. i’m no hypocrite by readily telling people that there’s a purpose behind every situation and that things will be ok in an instant.. we always pass by a phase when all we can ever think of is to question our worth and dignity as a person.. things don’t always go by the way we want it to be.. indeed, it’s true, but it’s easier to accept when you’ve went through that once but somehow, when the cycle repeats itself all over again, i tell you, it’s never that easy.. i can’t help but think if luck would ever find my way.. luck, fortune, good vibes or whatever you call it.. admittedly though, even if i have a hundred reasons to give up, i still have a thousand to hold on and believe that there is something behind all of these things.. that even if how mysterious God’s works are, it is always on our favor.. that one of these days, i can find the answers that my mind is looking for and that someday, i can find the happiness and contentment that i have been longing and one day, all of my prayers, as well as yours will be answered..=)

"the little things" is a song by colbie caillat in her album "coco"..

somehow, this is precisely what i feel right now.. just breathe in the lyrics and you’ll see..

 

 

i’m home! i’m back again to the place where i belong.. i’ve been away for five days, (it’s as if i’ve been gone for a year..haha.. ok, it’s less than a week) to go on duty in digos, davao del sur, a one-hour travel away from davao.. we were assigned in digos doctor’s hospital nusring station 4 and we were so damn lucky.. census of patients would range from 5 to 10.. haha.. since it was a super private area of the hospital so only a few can afford.. some patients who were admitted there would immediately request to transfer in cheaper rooms.. so, in the end, we were left with only a few patients.. thank God!..=) with that number, we were tasked to do everything for the patient, chart, medicate, bedside care and everything and anything that we can do.. so lucky! definitely.. in our dormitory, i felt like we were in the pinoy big brother since we were not allowed to go out unless it’s really important.. there, i learned a lot of household chores.. from washing my clothes to ironing them and being responsible enough to clean my mess and of course, i definitley learned how to budget, budget, and budget! hahaha..=p though during our whole stay there, we just ate and ate and ate and slept.. haha..=p it’s not so bad to be away from home since i learned how to take care of myself and be independent..i’m always a spoiled brat whenever i’m home.. haha.. so this experience taught me a lot.. i don’t really have much to say.. all i know is that i’m happy to be back in my room, my comfortable bed with all the pillows, happy to be with my family again back to being a spoiled brat, nah just kidding… simply put, i’m just so happy to be HOME..=)